Mxtress Ephemeral

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You are tired of carrying it all. Making all the decisions, always leading, choosing, keeping all the balls in the air. And it’s lonely at the top. They don’t get it. I do.

You just want to let go. Surrender. You want to feel seen, heard, appreciated, challenged, but in a way that you don’t have to lead.

I will take you there. To that place where it all goes quiet. That place where your brain, your worries, your stress can melt away. Where you can be seen for who you really are.

I was you. Burnt out at the top, yet desperate to be seen, held, appreciated. I wanted to be taken to the edge of the abyss and back. I was deeply in need of the shadow self being allowed to come out and play. In need of my greatest fears being realized so I could let them go.

I became the antidote so you could stay at the top. Reach higher. Be more. Integrate these pieces of yourself in to a new stronger whole.

What I want from you in return is devotion. I want you to give yourself over. Let me lead. Be nothing more than your raw unfiltered self.

Show up. Let yourself have an experience of true connection. Let it build, through loyalty and consistency, allowing us to get know each other, to let the relationship build in a way you’ve never allowed before.

Let down your walls, let me see you. Guide you. Seduce you.

I will crack open your soul and lay it bare. I will look at the tense muscles in your neck and read the desire you can’t speak until I make you. I’ll toy with your need, penetrate your… mind, and your surrender will no longer be optional.

For once, you don’t have to perform– but you will– because I ask you to. And by the end, you will realize you just spent the last hours as your authentic self, and I’m still here. Smiling my evil little smile, seeing you, knowing intimately exactly how much you needed this. Needed me.